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the author — Wed, 14 Jan 2009 07:36:15 +0000

it’s weird when you first realize that there are people that are younger than you are.
…that’s a lie.
it’s completely normal when you first realize that there are people that are younger than you are. normal when you realize that there is like a entire generation, maybe, that is ‘youth’ rendering you ‘sort of adult’.
it’s not the knowing; it’s the feeling… the getting or something… it’s not so much the realization that there is this baracade beneath you that has been raised in a way that you and your peers categorically weren’t.
I’m not even old. it’s just… i think i feel something different now.
you’re reckless and young and it’s grand.
it halts…
you continue life… young and grand and reckless.
maybe a bit less young. less reckless… “I used to be really crazy, et al.”
STOP. somehow.
still reckless. alot less young. less invincible. but never, still, understanding the ‘whole thing’.

nothing has changed.
evolved, maybe. in evolution’s undetectable turtle crawl.
nothing has/had changed.
I learned stuff, yes.
but stayed the same.

and, maybe, now it’s different.
Maybe, now…
maybe it’s chronological age, maybe its ‘where’s the drugs?’, maybe it’s…
…stop…
maybe I’m like thinking or feeling or….
all the things that I said that “I don’t understand” to;
maybe now I understand….

and, now… there is no excuse.

its never too late to be what you might have become

the author — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 04:41:31 +0000

I mean, really?

Of course.

just, just if you don’t think. Just if you just do. go. go.

it’s an outstanding idea. outstanding.

just go.

but you can look back. you have to look back. you need to comprehend ‘back’.

unlike before. and before that and before that.

because if you just do… you need to atleast know that there is a ‘back’.

or else you/one ends up…

…here.

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